Anonymous said: What would you say/advise/suggest to any older sister or younger sister who comes across your blog?
That’s a very general question!
So here’s a very general answer assuming you’re talking about being a situation similar to mine:
Be very honest with yourself. Let yourself explore all possibilities in your mind, including ones you may be avoiding. Try not to reach conclusions and try to give yourself a lot of time before coming to any sort of decision. Don’t keep anger and sexual frustration inside, but don’t let them out in rash ways either.
If you intended your question in a different way, anon, please clarify! :)
Anonymous said: hey sis so im a long time follower of the blog(since the beginning really) and i remember in the beginning how your feeling were mixed about your brothers feelings, to the point you said somedays it made you sick. can you tell us how you feel about everything now that you have had time to really air out and explore your emotions about this?
Hey little brother!
I’ve hinted at this, but I feel very separate from it now. I feel like I’ve gained a taboo fetish that is now very rarely linked to the thought of my actual brother. I think it helped when I stopped snooping to look for more stories. My curiosity didn’t go away immediately, but it got easier and easier and now I wouldn’t dream of it.
Well it’s easy to say that, but this isn’t really something that fully fades away and I do have relapse days. But now I avoid this blog on those days when it used to be the time when I would find relief here. I like to associate this blog with where I am in general with the situation, so I like it being a general brother/sister taboo fetish outlet rather than a place I connect to my ambiguous situation I had with my brother.
It’s worth mentioning that he has always been nothing but a brother and friend to me. And now that I’m out the other side (well, it feels like it anyway), it’s easier for me to imagine that his smut stories about me were his own complicated outlet that I shouldn’t jump to conclusions about. Maybe I’ll bring it up with him in ten or twenty years.
I plan on telling my boyfriend about this whole thing in about a year and I think that will be a real sign if I’m out the other side. It will also be a telling moment to see what I continue to do with this blog if I’m still maintaining it at that point.
But yes, the Little Brother Army will get the second story before then. I’ll be honest that I was a little disappointed that Stupid Older Sister won as the theme and I thought it would be another short story, but I found an angle that I like that is taking more time than something quick and dirty. Thanks for all your patience!
Anonymous said: ya know, for awhile i was selfishly upset that you wern't posting as much, but i realized today that for you its good. i would like to apologize.
Thanks, little brother. While it’s an apology I never required, it is nice when somebody realizes that their anger isn’t the fault of the person they’re angry at.
imustbemeyoumustbeyou said: How goes the story?
Slow and steady, little brother!